i know we're young, but i really hope we stay together all throughout college and get married after we graduate. i honestly want to spend the rest of my life with you. i want to have babies with you. and what's amazing is that you feel the exact same way. most guys at this age are terrified at the thought of marriage and all they care about is just hooking up and having fun. but not you. you aren't afraid of commitment, which is one of the many things that i love about you. it's just scary because so many things can happen in the next four years, that could result in us breaking up. one of us getting bored, fighting, finding someone else, wanting a break, etc. the distance that college will bring is going to be hard, but i believe we can do it. if we both want this bad enough, and fully trust each other, we can do it. it's still scary though :[ i love you so much baby. always and forever<3

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panic attacks, ihateyouihateyouihateyou

i just want to sleep!